Both my husband’s mistress and I were pregnant.

Both my husband’s mistress and I were pregnant.

Then an old neighbor from Lucknow.

 

Then my college friend Ritu, who had married into the same extended

community and always seemed to know everything before it was officially

true.

I ignored the first two calls.

I was feeding my daughter and had no desire to pull poison back into my life.

But when Ritu called a third time, I answered.

“Ananya,” she said without greeting, her voice already breathless with gossip and disbelief, “have you heard?”

“Heard what?”

There was a dramatic pause.

“Shreya’s son… may not be Raghav’s.”

I looked down at my daughter.

She

was still sleeping peacefully, oblivious to the fact that the family

which had once reduced human worth to chromosomes was now being publicly

strangled by the same obsession.

For a few seconds, I didn’t say anything.

Ritu

lowered her voice even though we were on the phone. “They’re saying

Savitri Devi demanded a DNA test right there. In the hospital.”

I let out a slow breath.

“How humiliating,” I murmured.

“For whom?” Ritu asked. “Honestly, I can’t decide.”

After we hung up, I sat there for a long time, holding my daughter closer.

Her name was Tara.

I

had chosen it after three sleepless nights because every time I looked

at her, she seemed like a small, unwavering light in a sky that had

nearly gone dark for me.

When I was pregnant and newly separated,

everyone had treated me like a wounded woman. Some with sympathy, some

with curiosity, some with that peculiar pity reserved for women whose

marriages fail before society has decided they are allowed to stop

trying.

“Maybe if you had adjusted more…”

“At least if the child had been a boy, they might have taken you back…”

“You should think of the baby and remain practical…”

I had heard every version of the same rotten message: bend, swallow, endure.

But I had not left that house to preserve my pride.

I had left to preserve my child’s future.

That difference mattered.

It

was the reason I could now sit in a quiet room, in my parents’ modest

but loving home, while chaos devoured the very people who once thought

they could place women into categories and wait to see which womb

produced a son worthy of protection.

My mother walked in with the sliced apples and immediately noticed my expression.

“What happened?”

I told her.

She sat down across from me and shook her head slowly.

“God is patient,” she said. “But He is not blind.”

I almost smiled.

My

father, who pretended not to be interested in family drama but somehow

always overheard everything from behind a newspaper, muttered from the

adjoining room, “Serves them right.”

That evening, more details arrived.

Shreya had panicked when Savitri Devi demanded the DNA test.

At

first, she had cried and accused the family of insulting her character

so soon after childbirth. Raghav, according to several relatives, had

tried weakly to calm everyone down, saying things like “This is not the

time” and “Let’s discuss it later.” But his mother, the same woman who

had once looked at my pregnant body and spoken of sons as if they were

admission tickets to human dignity, had apparently become unstoppable.

Why?

Because her precious heir no longer looked like certainty.

And women like Savitri Devi could forgive almost any sin except public embarrassment.

By the next morning, what had been whispered in corners became open conflict.

I learned that two blood samples had been demanded.

Then, by noon, a third rumor appeared—one even more explosive than the first.

Raghav might not have been the father of Shreya’s baby.

But there was also concern that the baby may have been conceived before Shreya entered their house at all.

In

other words, the woman they had crowned queen of the household, paraded

before relatives, defended against all criticism, and used to erase me…

may have arrived already pregnant by another man.

The irony was so sharp it almost felt fictional.

But nothing about these people surprised me anymore.

Because I knew exactly how it had happened.

The family had never actually cared about morality.

If

they had, the moment Raghav’s affair was exposed, they would have been

horrified. They would have protected his pregnant wife. They would have

told him to repent, to apologize, to take responsibility.

Instead, they had turned the scandal into a competition.

Boy versus girl.

 

Wife versus mistress.

 

Bloodline versus dignity.

So of course the whole thing had collapsed.

You cannot build a house on greed and expect it to stand when truth enters.

Three days later, Raghav called me.

I almost didn’t answer.

But

Tara had just fallen asleep after a long, fussy afternoon, and I was

too exhausted to avoid the past with elegance. I picked up the phone

without looking at my mother, who was already glaring at the screen from

across the bed.

His voice sounded cracked.

“Ananya…”

It was strange how quickly a once-beloved voice can start sounding like something left out in the rain.

“What do you want?” I asked.

He was silent for a second, perhaps startled that I had not softened.

“I wanted to ask how… how you and the baby are.”

I laughed.

Not kindly.

“You wanted to ask now?”

“I know I deserve that.”

“Yes,” I said. “You do.”

He exhaled, and I could almost picture him rubbing his forehead the way he used to after work when he wanted sympathy.

I felt none.

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