The prep room was quiet.
I scrubbed my hands slowly, methodically.
Finger to elbow.
Again.
Again.
My phone buzzed.
Thomas: Working late. Meetings all night. Love you.
I stared at the screen.
Then I looked through the glass.
Lila lay on the table, anesthesia pulling her under.
Peaceful.
Almost innocent.
But innocence isn’t how you look.
It’s what you choose.
I stepped into the operating room.
The lights erased every shadow.
I picked up the marking pen.
Normally, I followed ratios.
Symmetry.
Mathematics masquerading as beauty.
Today, I followed memory.
I traced her nose.
Marked a slight bump — like mine.
Her jaw was soft.
I sharpened it into my own severity.
She stopped being a patient.
She became material.
My hand trembled once.
This was malpractice.
Career-ending.
Then I remembered the word she used.
Hag.
“Scalpel,” I said.
The blade caught the light.
“We’re doing a full reconstruction.”
The first cut bloomed red.
There was no return.

Chapter 3: The Hands That Remember
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