I am thirty-four years old. And if someone asked me what the biggest regret of my life is, I wouldn’t say it was the money lost or the opportunities I missed at work. What weighs most heavily on my heart is something much quieter… much more shameful.
For a long time I allowed my wife to suffer inside my own home.
The worst of all is that it wasn’t because I wanted to hurt her.
Simply… I didn’t see it.
Or maybe I did, but I chose not to think about it too much.
I am the youngest child in a family of four siblings. Three older sisters… and then me. My father died when I was just a teenager, and since then my mother, Doña Rosa Ramírez, had to move the house forward alone.
My sisters helped a lot, that’s true. They worked, they took care of me, they were there when we needed it most.
Maybe that’s why, since I was a child I got used to them making decisions.
They decided what was fixed in the house, what was bought in the market, they even gave their opinion on things that in theory only corresponded to me.
What he should study.
Where he should work.
Who should I meet.
I never complained.
For me… that was simply family.
That’s how I grew up.
And that’s how I lived for many years.
Until I married Lucía.
Lucía Morales is not a scandalous woman or a strong character. She is not one of those who raise her voice to win an argument. On the contrary, she has always been calm, patient… too patient, I would say now.
When I met her I fell in love with just that.
Of his soft way of speaking.
How he listened before answering.
The way he smiled even when things weren’t going well.
We got married three years ago.
And during the first half everything seemed to be going smoothly.
My mother lived in the family home and my sisters passed by often. It was normal in San Miguel del Valle that the family was always coming and going. On Sundays we almost always ended up sitting around the same table.
Eating, talking, remembering stories from the past.
Lucy at first did everything possible to please them.
He cooked.
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