My name is Sarah. I’m forty-two years old. My daughter, Hannah, was seventeen when her life was torn apart. A drunk driver ran a red light and hit her car on the driver’s side, just five minutes from home. She had been driving back from her shift at the bookstore—probably thinking about homework, maybe annoyed about something trivial. In an instant, everything stopped.
Now she lay unconscious in room 223, surrounded by machines that breathed, fed, and monitored her. That room became my entire world. I slept in a recliner that never quite reclined. I ate whatever came from vending machines. I learned the ICU’s rhythms—the beeps, the alarms, the way time stopped behaving normally. Days weren’t measured anymore, only moments.
And every day, at exactly three o’clock, he arrived.
The nurses treated him like he belonged. One of them, Jenna, always offered him coffee. He always accepted with a quiet thank-you. He used Hannah’s name. Sometimes he read fantasy novels aloud. Other times, he just talked—low, steady, like she could hear every word.
Once I overheard him murmur, “Today was rough, kiddo. But I stayed sober. That matters.”
At precisely four o’clock, he would place her hand back on the blanket, give me a nod, and walk out.
At first, I told myself to accept it. When your child is in a coma, you cling to any kindness, even if it doesn’t make sense. But as weeks turned into months, unease crept in. He wasn’t family. He wasn’t a friend. None of Hannah’s friends recognized him. Her father didn’t know him. Yet there he was—every single day—like sitting with my daughter was his obligation.
One afternoon, after he left, I followed him into the hallway.
“Mike?” I said.
He turned around. Up close, he looked even larger—but his eyes weren’t intimidating. They were worn down. Tired.
“I’m Hannah’s mother,” I said.
“I know,” he replied softly. “You’re Sarah.”
My breath caught.
We sat in the waiting area, plastic chairs side by side. My hands trembled when I finally asked what I’d been holding inside for months.
“Who are you,” I said, “and why are you here?”
He didn’t hesitate.
“I was the drunk driver,” he said. “I hit her.”
The words didn’t register right away. My mind refused them.
“I pled guilty,” he continued. “Ninety days in jail. Lost my license. Rehab. AA. I haven’t had a drink since that night.”
The anger hit me so fast I felt dizzy. I told him I should call security. I told him he had no right to be near her.
“You’re right,” he said. “You’d be justified.”
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